Smile has all vanished,...tears all dried....honesty been questioned.....sincerity not respected...love wrongly taken...what I have is to cultivate hate.....that is all I can do...take it from me...deprive me from all...so I become nothing...you can stab me harder..as I still cann't feel the pain..stab me harder...
never wanted this to happen...but it happened again and again....kept my silence, tortured myself...I wanted to scream but just screamed in my head...thought something is wrong..but disaster it end...I blame no-one as no-one is what I have became..you can stab me harder...as I still cann't feel the pain...stab me harder..
body is ticking..mind running slow...thoughts sleeping in day..are awake all night..everyday i wake up...i just wish for death...there is silence just silence in my head..I can feel nothing just passing numbness...there is no pain..you stab me harder..as I still cann't feel the pain...stab me harder..
forbidden my love...forsaken me in hour of need...oh my men of need...you stripped my soul...wimps all yours, forced on me...pain is what I felt...cooled my anger with every tear...vengeance is not what I am...your every question...will be answered just by silence..I do feel the pain...but I cannot shout...hardened thoughts driving me insane...I don't care about people...and people you have became..i am left with no emotions..you can stab me harder...I do feel the pain...you can stab me harder..
